In sickness and in health... by Sailor Star Love (sailorstarlove@hotmail.com) Rating: Adult ***WARNING*** This fanfic is a Sekkushiaru Roman and should only be read by mature readers. This fanfic is a crossover of Sailor Moon and Yu Yu Hakusho. I wrote this fanfic in one sitting... I had the idea and the muse just grabbed me and I ran with it ^^. Hope you like it... this is my first, 1st person perspective... Enjoy! ___________________________________________________________________ In Sickness and in Health... My whole body aches, I never felt so bad in all my life. Sure I've known pain and wounds. But not this, I am so weak, I never felt faint in my life. You can't feel faint in the Makai, lest you die. Finally, I reach her apartment, what time is it? I don't know, the world is spinning. I open her window, she left a crack for me, I'll have to talk to her; it's not safe for her alone. I know she can take care of herself, but I would never forgive myself if she got hurt because of me. I open the window and slip inside, I hope no one saw me. I fall headfirst to the floor, my arms so week I fell in more than entered. Her room is spinning, I feel sick, I try to rise, I can't. I took my remaining strength to jump to her window. I crawl to her bed, so exhausted, come on you stupid Koorime, you can do it. I sneer at myself. I'm happy she isn't here so she doesn't see how bad I am. But she will know, I am too weak to go anywhere else. I am able to crawl unto the bed, so cold... it's so cold. I try to slip under the covers. I can't, must rest and try again. I shouldn't have come here, I don't want to frighten Mako. I barely made it out of the Makai with Kuronue. I was on a mission for Koenma and Mukuro, Kuronue tagged along. Stupid old man, he acts as though we are children. I guess to him, we are. We were wrapping our case, and were about to bring the Youkai back to face the judgment of Mukuro when one of them opened a canister. I should have been more careful. Inside of it were Makai wasps, they are like Ningen wasps but they carry a powerful venom that makes you sick. Kurama once told me that it's not the venom that makes you sick really. How did he say?... It lowers the defenses of the body and it makes you susceptible to sickness. I got nicked in the battle and thrown in dormant water, it was filthy. Oh no... I'm probably soiling Makoto's bed sheets. Got to get up... have to get.. Uh*... _____________________________________ I almost cry out when the bell rings. I storm pass Usagi, Minako, Ami, Taiki, Seiya and Yaten. They look at me incredulous, I have to go back to my apartment. I never felt so much dread... I'm lying, I felt this dread feeling once in my life. When my parents died, I knew something was not right, but no one wanted to tell me. Oh, Kami-sama, it's Hiei isn't it? I feel it, he's hurt, he's not well. I almost go mad at traffic lights, what if I don't get there in time. Don't tell me how I know... I just do. It's a primal thing, raw emotions, feelings. I'm coming Hiei, hang on. I bump people who are in the way, I hear the curses. I couldn't care less; Hiei needs me, I know. Kami-sama, grant me my wish, please let him be all right. I storm through my lobby, the elevator takes forever to get here. Frustrated I take the stairs, I never ran so fast up the stairs before. I feel sick, my breath dries my throat, I don't care, I push myself and I continue on running up the stairs. I stumble once and wince as my knee hit the stairs and sends an electric shock in my leg. I ignore the pain, this is nothing compared to the dread I feel. I reach my door and I shake when I try to get the key in the keyhole. I am able to open my door. I cry out his name! No answer. I close the door and run through my small apartment through my room. I freeze. He's there, shivering like a naked baby. His eyes are closed, he's shivering so much his teeth are clattering together. I touch his face, he's so cold, like ice. His lips are slightly blue. I need to bring his temperature up as quick as I can. I know of only one expedient way. I rush to my drawers and take out two of my most warm blankets. I then take off his clothes as fast as I can. Once he is naked I take him in my arms and throw away my soiled cover. I think not of the stain as it hits my floor. I pull down the blankets and place him in bed. Arrange the blankets back on him and add the other two. Then I strip down myself. Body heat, the only way I can think of to warm him. I crawl into bed with him, I take his legs and place them between my own. Oh Kami! He's so cold, the only reassurance that he is still alive is the small breath I feel on my breast. I take his hands and place them under my armpits. He's so cold. I gather him closer to me as he starts to shiver uncontrollably. I rub his back energetically. I feel cold too at first but as I rub my hands on him I start to feel heat. "That's it Hiei, shiver... It's your own body defense" I tell him. Soon he stops shivering and I feel his body grow warmer. I cry, I did it. Oh Hiei, I say as I kiss his forehead. He's so beautiful when he sleeps. When he is warm enough for my taste, I reach for the phone next to my bed and dials Kurama's number. Yaten answers, I blush, but if it wasn't important, I wouldn't have called. "It's Hiei!" I cry out, I must sound really worried because Yaten, passed the phone to Kurama immediately. "What's wrong?" he asks me. I don't remember what I say. I start to cry and tell him what happened I think. I must sound like a nut case. "We're coming! Keep him warm!" He hangs up. I cry so much my hand shakes and I drop the phone. I hold on to him, I beg him to answer me but he doesn't. "I don't want to loose you Hiei!" I say through my tears. I should have more faith in you but I am scared. I kiss your cold lips, hoping you will give me a sign by kissing me back but you don't. I gasp after a few minutes, I hear someone at the door, Kurama and Yaten. I panic, they can't see me naked like this. The door is locked but I hear something, metal against metal and a click. My door bursts open and they get in. I hear them rushing in my room. I must be as red as a beet. Kurama runs straight to us. Yaten is taken a bit aback, he must have deducted I was naked under the blankets. I see Yaten's body shift, it's uncanny how fast that change of sex can occur. She grabs my robe and Kurama turns away and she helps me out of bed. I blush, embarrassed, but she smiles at me. I understand that if she was in the same situation, she would have done the same. I smile back, reassured. She wants to drag me out of my room, but I'm stubborn and she brings me a chair. I sit down and watch Kurama take Hiei's pulse, check his eyes. He tells Yaten to boil some water. Kurama speaks softly to me. He tells me I did the right thing. He will brew something for Hiei that will keep him warm. He prepares several packets of different plants and tells me what they are for. I scarce remember half of what he tells me other than he must drink a tea of these every four hours. Yaten comes back with a mug of hot water, he steeps the herbs. She runs back to my kitchen and comes back with a cup for me. Earl Grey tea, she knows it soothes me. I thank her, I am so surprised by her gentleness. Kurama breaks a twig under Hiei's nose. He wakes up, disoriented, Kurama helps him drink the brew he prepared, he drinks it as though he is still asleep. When the cup is drained, Kurama settles him back gently on the bed. Hiei groggily looks at me and his eyes close once more. I set my alarm for his next medicine in four hours. Kurama and Yaten insist, they will stay with me to keep an eye on him. I don't want them to but they insist. Yaten rushes to the kitchen and comes back with some soup. I'm not hungry, she tells me they have their hands full as it is with Hiei. She tries to be cross with me but I see it. She's concerned. I take the soup. I don't leave his side all evening. Even at night, I stay up next to him. The alarm telling me when to brew his next tea. In the middle of the night I go in the kitchen to boil the water. I pass in front of Yaten and Kurama. They both fell asleep on the couch. They look so peaceful together, sleeping in each other's arms. I see by their closeness that they are used to sleeping together. I sigh with envy when I look down on them. They were made for each other. I go make Hiei's medicine and gives it to him. He's so groggy I wonder if he feels my presence. It doesn't matter, all that matters is that he gets well. The next morning, when Yaten and Kurama wake up, I am still at my post. I haven't slept a wink. Yaten tells me to get some sleep. I shake my head, I won't... Not until he's better. Kurama prepare the next series of herbal tea for Hiei. The day passes slowly, both Yaten and Kurama stay with me. The school calls; I tell them I am sick. Finally, Kurama tells me that with this last tea, Hiei would be able to recover and wake up soon. I'm so happy, I fall from my chair, everything goes black. ________________________ I open my eyes, the sun is high up in the sky. I'm in my bed. Then I remember; Hiei was sick. I turn expecting to see him next to me he isn't. Did I dream all that? I'm wearing a pajama. I have a headache. Then I smell something nice, I'm hungry. I try to rise but my aching head prevents me. "Stay in bed..." says a deep voice. Hiei is at the door of my room, a platter in his hands. He comes to me and puts the platter on the small table next to my bed. He helps me sit up in my bed and arranges my pillow so I'll be comfortable. "You should be in bed." I tell him, he flashes a gentle smile. "I'm okay now." he replies then he kisses me tenderly. "Thanks to you... Kurama-isha gave me a clean bill of health. Even Ami-chan came to check me out... Now eat..." "I didn't know you could cook..." I reply. "Well I had no choice but to learn if I didn't want to eat my meals raw..." He chuckles. What a sweet sound, I was so afraid not to ever hear it again. "I'm not as good as you..." I smile and eat the eggs he had prepared for me. When I finish I ask him. "Where are Kurama and Yaten?" "They were tired, they watched both of us last night. When I woke up this morning I told them to get some sleep. They must have been tired, Yaten didn't even argue with me." He replies taking my tray. I start to raise. "I'll do the dishes..." I stop as he pushes me gently down back in bed. "You took care of me, now it's my turn." He smiles and kisses me again. I close my eyes, I go back to sleep. _______________________________ I wake up later, he has a cup of herbal tea ready for me. As I drink he slips under the covers with me. I spy a playful smile on his lips. He settles next to me and waits as I drink. I see flowers in a vase next to my bed. "Your friends came and dropped this while you were still asleep." he tells me. I look at the flowers, a bouquet of forget-me-nots, pink roses (my favorite), and white lilies. Minna... You all came to see me? I'm so lucky to have them, to have Hiei. I take the card, 'Get well soon!' it was signed by Usagi, Mamoru, Ami, Rei, Minako, Seiya, Taiki, Haruka, Michiru, Hotaru and Setsuna. I hear the doorbell ring, Hiei gets out of bed and puts on a robe. He comes back after a few minutes with a huge fruit basket. He looks at it and brings it to bed with him. There's a beautiful card 'We hope you two will take it easy!... Get plenty of rest and you should be okay.' The fruit basket was from Keiko, Yukina, Yuusuke, Kuwabara, Kuronue, Kurama and Yaten. Inside were lots of fruits and chocolates. Hiei and me open it and we laugh like kids on Christmas day. "What's that?" Hiei asks me as he takes out a blue box. "Oh! I know, that's a big ball of orange flavored chocolate." I reply and I see him smile. He opens the box, he hits the 'orange' on my desk to separate the sections. I took a pear and bit in it, hummm... It's so juicy! When I open my eyes I see Hiei biting on the pear on the other side. We lock eyes and we start to devour the pear. Oh my... I never thought eating a pear could be so exciting. I eat it trying to eat as much as he. He looks at me deeply with his ruby eyes. Kami-sama! He looks so sexy right now. The pear is gone but he continues his advance and our kiss taste of pears. He nibbles my lips, my heart is beating stronger, my head swim. I get caught up with the kiss, it deepens, my body starts to hunger for his. He withdraws, I whimper. He takes some grapes and pops one in his mouth. He closes back in a kiss, his tongue on my lips urges me to open them. When I do I feel part of the grape go into my mouth. It's so sweet. He stops the kiss and starts feeding me the grapes, one by one. I grab a couple, he opens his mouth and I bring in the fruit he holds it with his teeth and never looking elsewhere than in my eyes, he bites down, smiling. Next, come the chocolate orange, he bites down a section and melts it in his mouth. He then brings me into a passionate chocolate orange flavoured kiss. I feel warm all over, especially, between my legs. The way I purr when I kiss him, tells him all. He shifts on the bed and puts the fruit basket on the table next to my bed. I pull on the string of the robe and pushes it back from his shoulder. I caress his flat and muscular stomach. He looks at me then he reaches for my nightgown, he pulls it off from me easily. "No fair..." I purr. "I already have no clothes left." He gives me a small smile and starts to undo his belts. He takes off his pants and I can see he's starting to be ready for me. I reach and touch him, immediately he starts to purr. He purrs continuously, he closes his eyes as my hand caress his sex. So excited, it takes no time for him to be fully erect. "Hummm..." he starts. "It's been too long since we made love..." I smile. "Let's correct this right now..." He climbs back into bed with me and kisses me passionately. His mouth travels to my chin and then to my throat. I feel so hot as he goes lower still. He captures one of my nipples and gently nibbles on it. OH KAMI! My center is liquid fire, I feel as though electricity runs down my spine. I'm so aroused, I cry out. He suckles my breasts, while he sucks onto one he rubs the other between his fingers, pinching and pulling. Oh! This feels so good. "Lower... lower, Hiei-chan... touch me lower..." I say, opening my legs. He looks up at me with lustful eyes. He leaves my breasts and heads lower. I moan again when his tongue touches my center. I love the way he does that, he twirls his tongue on me and it makes me rise my hips. He suckles me. Oh Kami-sama! The world could come to an end and I wouldn't notice. My hips lift off the bed, he knows I'm close. He plunges his tongue into me, it's too much. My hip go up, his tongue goes even further into me. My head snaps back and I moan my release. As I ride the wave he is unrelenting as my body spasms. He continues to suckle me, oh Kami...OH! When I thought the spasm would end it starts anew. Thankfully it's a smaller release and I fall back into bed. Dazzled, I feel him move on the bed. I hear a drawer open and a wrapper been torn. He drapes his body on me and waits for me. "I love you..." he whispers. I nod. "I love you tooo.. OH!" I moan as he enters me. OH! I feel like I'm burning up. He makes love to me, moving his sex into mine. He moves gently into me, he wants to take his time. He kisses me. "Gods! I love you!" He says to me, he purrs. His throat vibrates with this sound, it arouses me so much now. I feel the rush of the orgasm upon me. I feel him close too. He has started to go faster into me. He whimpers and strains, his face so beautiful when he's so near to coming into me. His eyes close, his sensuous mouth opens and moans of passion raise from his throat. I feel it too, my love! AH! AH YES! I'm coming with you. I grunt as he does. YES! We are one! One! I hear him shudder when he comes. We both collapse into each other's arm. We pant and gasp, smiling. We kiss again. He gets off from me, just long enough to dispose of the condom. I open my arms to him and he snuggles into my embrace. I feel safe, I feel love, I feel his beating heart against mine. This is perfect, I would like this moment to last forever. I comb my fingers into his hair. We sigh and fall asleep. The End...