This is attempt #1 to write a hentai fic. If you dont like it for anything
other than for grammar, sucks for wasting your time. I tried, okay? It is
about Sailor Moon, that popular television show and set of movies that I did
not make. Some other woman created the characters and I cannot pronounce her
name so i wont even try to misspell it. If you believe in destiny, to hell
with you ^_- just kidding.

This may make people horny (oh gourd no) so beware all of you who do not
know how to type with one hand.

This is intended for that time period when Raye and Darien were dating. I
haven't yet completely re-written history, but if people respond well to
this, I may just have to.  Compliment me or flame me at
sun_raye@innocent.com . I could care less which you do.

For those of who who may know me IRL, I'll save my time and say "Dont you
dare hold this against me" now instead of when you e-mail me ^^ *grin*

This is inspired by a song written by Billy Joel. I sang it once for a
women's ensemble piece and instantly fell in love with it. The lyrics are as
shown:

In every heart there is a room,
a sanctuary safe and strong-
to heal the wounds from lovers past
until a new one comes along.

I spoke to you in cautious tones
you answered me with no pretense;
and still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense.

And every time I held a rose
it seems I only felt the thorns.
And so it goes, and so it goes,
And so will you soon I suppose.

But if my silence made you leave
then that would be my worst mistake,
so i will share this room with you
and you can have this heart to break.

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen.
And so it goes, and so it goes
and you're the only one who knows

So I would to be with you
that's if the choice were mine to make
but you can make decisions too
and you can have this heart to break

And so it goes.. and so it goes..
and you're the only one who knows.

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                                 And So It Goes...
                                     by Sun Raye

It all began in a dark cave. There was a bright burst of light and Darien
disappeared. She heard voices... soft voices cooing phrases of love and
affection to him, but it wasn't her voice. He chuckled. Darien's vioce
echoed throughout the hallowed stone, "Raye.. think about it.. why would I
love you when I can have so much better." Several female giggles followed
shortly after. Raye fell to her knees and cried out her love for Darien.
Then, she woke up.

"Hello?"

"Darien? It's me.. Raye.. I need to talk to you. It's about us."

Raye paced around her bedroom between her dresser and her television. She
sobbed over the phone to her love. "I had this dream.. this vision.. that we
will be split apart forever. Darien, it's scaring the crap out of me. I
can't bear to lose you. I mean, you mean the whole world to me."

Darien looked in his pocket for the keys to his car. "Shh.. calm down. I'll
be over soon, ok? We can talk about it when I get there. I love you Raye."

"I love you too Darien."

Twenty minutes passed. Raye tried to do everything to ease her mind. She
read through the first ten pages of the most recent Dragonlance book, looked
at the last eight pages, and put it back on her shelf. Her heart raced at
the thought of her dream.

Raye ran toward her door and opened it quickly. She saw Darien and instantly
wrapped her arms around him. He stroked the back of her head gently.

"Aww baby, everything will be okay.. I wouldn't leave you for the world." He
smiled when she looked up at him. They kissed lightly and pulled away
slowly. "I.. brought you a present, three roses. White for innocence, red
for love, and purple for royalty. I hope you like them."

"Darien, I.. I dont know what to say." Raye blushed. "Thank you?" She
giggled happily and went into the kitchen to put the flowers in a vase. She
came back and kissed Darien again.  "Please promise me you won't ever leave
me. I know it's a lot to ask, but I really believe you're the only person
I'll love this much. At least feed my fantasies." Raye winked and kissed
Darien on his cheek. "Prove that you love me."

Darien smiled. "Whatever you say, Raye." He kissed her on her forehead and
then her cheek, and ear. "Raye, I have something I want to give you. I've
given it to nobody else, but you're special."

She looked at Darien and raised one eyebrow. "You mean you haven't... with a
girl..?" He shook his head. Raye kissed him on the cheek and whispered
lightly in his ear "Well, if it's any relief, I'm a virgin too."

Darien kicked the door closed and picked Raye up in his arms. "Raye, I love
you. I promise you I will never love anybody else as I do care for you this
instant. May I.. with you?"

Raye nodded her head and kissed Darien slowly, caressing his cheek.  He laid
her down on her bed and set himself beside her. They held hands and kissed
each other, as if to reach for the other's soul. She wrapped her arm around
his back and put her hand on his chest. He tilted her head back and kissed
her neck. Darien licked the side and kissed Raye again. She squirmed
slightly, feeling the power of his control come over her like a wave of
passion. He knew that he could do anything he wanted with Raye while in this
condition, so he removed her dress carefully, kissing every inch of the
newly exposed skin. She did the same for him, while admiring his pecks and
strong arms.

Raye held Darien's hand to her heart. She cocked her head and smiled. The
light from the sunset glistened off her violet eyes. He looked at her for
several moments. "Raye, you're so beautiful." She turned away, embarassed.
"No, seriously. I mean it. You're just.. I wish I could spent every moment
with you like this. No worries, nothing. Everything is well when we're
together.. kinda like we were meant to be."

She nodded. Darien kissed Raye as he reached behind to unhook her bra. He
struggled for a second and then freed her. Darien admired her hourglass
figure and proceeded to kiss her body. He placed his hands on her chest and
softened them with his touch. He kissed down her shoulder and around her
nipple, turning her on immensely. He darted his tongue across her nipple and
looked toward Raye for her reaction. With every movement he made, a new
expression emerged on her face. Darien sucked on her lightly and rubbed her
other nipple between his two fingers. With his free hand, he reached town
and grabbed Raye's back to pull her closer. She placed her arms behind her
head and moaned lightly. He nibbled on her and sucked harder, his hand now
creeping toward her rear end.

"Darien.." she said between breaths "are you sure you've never done this
before? You seem.. so expert at it."

"Well, I haven't gone 'all the way' before. Plus, on your first time,
everything seems to come to you."

Raye grinned and Darien looked around concerned. "Oh yea? Lemme see.." She
pushed Darien on his back and pinned him down. She knelt on top of his knees
and looked at the growing bulge in his pants. "So.. *that*'s what happens to
guys, eh?" She smiled and kissed the outside of his jeans.  She slowly undid
the zipper and unbuttoned them, and proceeded to take them off. She crossed
her arms and smiled in that matter-of-fact way.

"I knew you were a boxers guy," Raye said.  He chuckled.

She dove for it, literally. Raye ripped the boxers off of Darien and threw
the shards of fabric across the floor. She sat staring at it and then
smiled. Raye pulled her hair to one side and stroked him gently. "I dont
want to hurt you, so scream if I do to hard." Darien whimpered a little.
"Umm, okay. Remember, I trust you Raye.." She took him into her mouth and
sucked on him lightly. She pulled him out and kissed up and down his length,
and sucked on him again. Darien grabbed the sheets and gasped. She licked
him and blew cold air on the place where she licked. He seemed to enjoy tis
new sensation, so continued to do all that she could to please him. She
reached all around his sensitive areas, learning and discovering new things
with every touch. At one point her fingers brushed against an area directly
underneath Darien, which he moaned loudly. Raye tugged his shaft with her
hand and kissed the spot carefully.

She licked him a few times and climbed up into his arms.

"Darien, I love you."

"Oh my sweet Raye, I love you too."

The lovers kissed. He rolled Raye on her back and carefully removed her red
panties. "Are you sure you want to do this Raye? I mean, it is a big step."
She nodded. He kissed her and tickled the inside of her thigh with his hand.
He gently rubbed his hand against her opening while flicking his tongue
wildly in the kiss. Raye wrapped her arms around his neck. Darien slowly
pushed a finger inside and thrusted slowly in and out with their kissing. He
pulled ot and pinched her clit and tugged it. Raye moaned and pleaded for
more, so he rubbed it between his fingers. He could tell that she was almost
ready, and felt that he was close to bursting himself so he pulled his
fingers out. Darien brought his hand up and released his kiss to lick his
fingers. Raye scrunched her nose.

"That's gross."

Darien laughed, "It tastes like peaches, really."

"I'll bet."

He climbed on top of Raye and carefully pushed himself into her. Darien
reached the point as far as he could go. She nodded and kissed him deeply.
He trusted himself, breaking her and making her cry a little. She kissed him
slowly while he slowly pushed himself in and out of her. Moment by moment
the pain left and pleasure took its place. Raye moaned for more and faster
pleading for this new emotion climbing up her sping and gripping her heart.
Darien pushed himself all the way in and pulled himself all the way out.

Soon they were at the brink of complete physical fulfillment.

"Oh DARIEN"

"Oh RAYE"

And with the cries, he came hard into her and she trobbed inside. Darien
pulled himself ut and collapsed on top of Raye. She took a few deep breaths
and ran her fingers through his hair. "That was beautiful, love. Thank you.
I feel.. loved now.. and I like it." She kissed and hugged him tightly.

"Anytime, my beautiful little priestess. And dont you ever worry, I'll be
here all tonight and I wont leave you. I promise. Go to sleep, I'll protect
you." He outstreched his arms, held her close and prayed with her a silent
confession of true love and devotion, Darien holding hands with Raye as the
night moved on.