Hi! I'm Sailor Gotland and I have a few things to say. First of all,
this fic is an "Angst"-fic. It is quite dark and gloomy. It also contains
non-consensual sex! So if you disapprove of violence / rape please leave for
your own sake! And please leave if you are under 18 or 21 years old. (I am
20 years old, in case you wanted to know!! ^_^) One more thing: This is a
Sekkushiaru Roman, not a Hentai. No tentacles!! No beasts. Only a group of
men and two women, Haruka (one of my favorites in the Sailor Moon universe)
and Michiru. It takes place after the SuperS Sailor Moon Special featuring
Haruka and Michiru, and before the SuperS feature movie. Haruka and Michiru
aren't mine, just borrowing them. Thanks, Naoko Takeushi!! And thanks,
Toei Animation!! Ja ne! .Sailor Gotland

ABUSING THE WIND
A Sailor Moon story by Sailor Gotland

Maybe I just had a hard time understanding things. Maybe I was stupid.
Anyway, I never thought she loved me so much. I was surprised, happily
surprised. I looked at her as she sat next to me in my car. We had left the
hotel, wanting to have no more to do with other people. We wanted to be with
ourselves. My mind wandered. That puppet, draining all the energy from the
guests at the hotel Where did it come from? That black thing on the
possessed man's forehead What did that mean? Maybe I
shouldn't care. Usagi and her friends would take care of things. All
Michiru and I had to do was to enjoy our vacation.
Suddenly I felt my head spin. As out of nowhere a throbbing head-ace hit me.
Damn, I cursed to myself, I can't get sick again! I can't!
Fuck!!!
I saw Michiru look at me, her eyes narrowing.
"What is it, Haruka? Don't you feel well?"
"To tell the truth; no. I think my fever has come back."
"Really? Then we should find some place to stop. How about that hotel
over there?"
She pointed towards a rather fancy looking place, much like the hotel we
just left. The building was seated upon a mountain, a smaller road leading
to it. A large forest surrounded the hotel.
I really didn't feel to argue with Michiru, so I just turned the car
around and started to drive towards the hotel.

The lobby was quite grand. Velvet panels were covering the walls and a heavy
scent of musk was in the air. It wasn't a place where I belonged.
Michiru was beautiful though. She wore a white cotton dress and to that she
had a yellow bow tied around her waist. She had her mermaid hair in a pretty
braid. It was tied up with a cerise bow. Her purple high heels sounded
crystal clear in the lobby. To me her smile shone even brighter than the
lanterns that were placed here and there in the lobby.
I still felt weak and I sat down on a couch. A man approached us. My natural
resentment towards men in general made me study the fellow critically. He
was big. He was almost a head taller than Michiru, his torso was huge. This
man had to be strong. Looking at his muscles I assumed he worked out a lot.
He bowed at Michiru but didn't pay me any attention. I wasn't
surprised. And I didn't care. Why should I? He was a man. But I
didn't like the way he ogled at Michiru. She seemed to be cool about
it, though.

Before I knew it she had me tucked down in a luxurious bed, satin sheets and
all. I sighed and fell asleep. I dreamt about Pharao 90, about Mistress 9,
about Sailor Saturn. And about Sailor Moon. The thing I remembered most
clearly when I woke up was the vision of Super Sailor Moon, her brilliant
butterfly wings glistening behind her. She had smiled and whispered:
"I'm the Princess of the White New Moon. I will bring light to the
world. Just believe in your dreams!"
I woke up, confused and disoriented. By my side sat Michiru. She looked
weary and her braid had undone itself. She managed a smile as she saw me
coming to.
"At last! Haruka, you have been asleep all day. Your fever was very
high. I'm afraid you overdid yourself yesterday. I'm
sorry"
"Sorry for what, silly?"
"For not coming to your aid earlier."
"That maid tried to strangle you. It's kind of hard to help
anyone if you're in that position."
"I know, but"
"Would you just shut up? It's okay. I'll be okay.
It's only a fever. Something else happened?"
She suddenly blushed.
"Actually it has. You know the man who greeted us when we came here?
Well, he made a move on me."
I flew up.
"He did what?! Well, what did you do?"
"Told him of, what do you think?"
"He'll pay for that!"
"No, Haruka. Please! You must stay in bed! Haruka!"
I paid her no attention. I stormed out of the room and down into the lobby.
The man stood there, together with four other men.
"A word with you, you bastard", I shouted. The man looked
confused at me, but then his face grew grim. He clenched his fists and his
eyes were full of hatred.
"You!" he hissed. "You are the man who keeps my beautiful
angel in slavery! For that I will make you pay!"
I blinked, suddenly confused. His angel?! What was he babbling about? Was
the man perhaps insane? And slavery? Come on! I did not own Michiru! I never
had and I never would! Neither would he! I started to get mad again.
"I don't have a clue what you mean by angel or slavery, but
I'm telling you this: Michiru is my girlfriend. Don't bother
her! Just stay the hell out of her way!"

Behind the hotel, a few minutes later. I felt my fist jab up the
giant's jaw and I heard his teeth snap. This ought to cool him down, I
thought. Around us stood the man's friends. They were getting all
worked up, and I was just waiting for them to join the fight. If they did, I
might be in trouble. Because of that I wanted to put an end to this quickly.
And it looked as though I was going to succeed. The man was down on his
knees, blood oozing from his mouth. I guessed I broke a few teeth for him.
Well, that was his head-ace. I smiled.
"Do you get the message, you ass-hole? Leave Michiru alone!"
I was about to walk away, victory in my grasp, as I suddenly felt the world
turn over. Before I knew it I was down on all four, throwing up. I felt my
head swollen, my thoughts growing dull. My fever was back. Chills started to
make their way through my body and I moaned. I felt helpless, and I was
helpless. I could hear the men talk, their words echoing in my throbbing
head:
"He's hurt, he must be!"
"Now is you time, Hidetoshi, teach him a lesson he'll never
forget!"
"Yeah, kick the crap out of him!"
"He just can't treat you like that, right?"
"Shut up, all of you!' Hidetoshi, the giant, was the last one to
speak. "Help me strip him! He could have some money hidden on him. He
looks kind of rich. After that we'll soak him in gasoline and have a
bonfire!"
I froze. They couldn't! I would never allow them to make my life end
like this! I wouldn't! But this affirmed my suspicions of Hidetoshi
being insane. I had to get away! I tried to get on my feet, but my legs were
like jelly, they just didn't work. I felt faint, and I cursed at my
own body's betrayal. The men's hands were everywhere on me,
searching for a wallet or something like that. Then they suddenly stopped.
They had managed to rip my skirt apart, uncovering my firm breasts. I heard
the men draw their breath, and one of them whispered:
"It's a woman!"
Yeah, I'm a woman, but I can still beat the crap out of you airheads,
I wanted to scream, but I didn't. The fever made it difficult for me
to figure out how I was going to put my thoughts into proper words. I just
couldn't find the way.
"It sure is", Hidetoshi said with a strange tone. "A big,
ugly one at that. But I think her tits look pretty nice. Nicely rounded. And
she is a cursed liar too. She said the green haired girl was her girlfriend.
What a cursed lie!"
"It wasn't a lie", I managed to mumble. "She i s my
girlfriend!"
"She's a lesbian", one of the men exclaimed. "How
disgusting!"
"I second that", Hidetoshi said in the same strange tone.
"Maybe we should help her get over those revolting thoughts. Show her
how much fun a male and a female can have together. What do you say?"
The men's answer to that was to grab my arms and pull them behind my
back. I tried to struggle, panicked and terrified, tried to get away. But I
was weakened from my illness, and my powers soon gave up. Hidetoshi sat down
in front of me, on top of my legs. He was heavy, and I grunted in
dissatisfaction. Suddenly I felt his hands grabbing my breasts. Not in a
gently way like Michiru used to do, but hard and I could tell it would
bruise. I wanted to scream, to run away, throw up again, or something. It
was disgusting, it was humiliating, it was the worst thing that ever had
happened to me. Or so I thought. But then he ripped of my pants and panties.
He spread my legs, and weak as I was, I couldn't put up any
resistance. And then he penetrated me.
I really don't remember much after that. The men shifted positions
with each other, but it really didn't concern me. The thing was I had
one large penis inside me for a long time, pounding, hurting and concurring.
I failed to notice the fact that it was five different men's penises
raping me. To me, it was just one, and it seemed like it would never stop.
After about an hour it did stop. I lay on the grass, bleeding and weeping. I
hadn't cried for quite some time. Last time was when Sailor Moon gave
the Holy Grail to Mistress 9. Then I cried out of hopelessness and rage. Now
I felt destroyed. I just wanted to crawl away somewhere and never return to
life. Tears streaming down my cheeks, I tried to heave myself up on my arms.
My gaze groggily searched for the rapists. They were going to pay for this.
I saw them walking away, and rage filled me. I got strength from my hatred,
and I shouted:
"URANUS PLANET POWER, MAKE UP!!!"
The men turned, staring at me in disbelief. I had to act quickly, before I
lost my strength. I rose my hand in the air and yelled:
"S P A C E S W O R D B L A S T E R!!!"
The Space Sword, my Talisman, appeared in my hand. I swung at the men, and
energy bolts shoot from the sword. They hit the men, and the world went red
with blood

I looked in disbelief at the five dead bodies. I had killed them. All five
of them. And they weren't deimons or weird puppets. They were human
beings. They had red blood, they didn't turn into ordinary objects
when they were killed. Their bodies lay in front of me, screaming at me that
I was a murderer. I had their blood covering me. I had m y blood streaming
down between my legs.
Then a thought hit me. Where was Michiru? Why hadn't she followed me
outside? Had something happened to her?

I managed to make my way up to our room. It was dark, but I could see the
silhouette of her sitting in the window.
"Michiru", I whispered.
"Finally", she said. Where were you? You'll never guess
what happened!"
I hurt, I only wanted to lie down, wanted to forget all about the rape and
the killings. But I bit my teeth together and shook my head.
"All right. I'll never guess. What d i d happen?"
"Setsuna-san contacted me. She said she felt a strange energy coming
from the sky. And that the Small Lady was in trouble. It had something to do
with all these kids disappearing in the cities around the world. She
want's us to come to Tokyo. We leave as soon as possible. Okay?
Haruka?"
I saw her face as she turned to look at me. She looked suddenly horrified,
and she bolted towards me. But in the same time as she did that, all of my
energy left me, and I fell unconscious to the floor.
To be continued? Let me know!

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